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(no subject) [Jul. 9th, 2006|08:46 pm]
i've had a lot of shit happen to me over the last couple weeks and venting to everyone doesnt seem like the way out. So I come home last Tuesday and spend a great day with Deanne for our anniversary, drove down to SD having a great mini-vacation and as i am on my way out the door sat. morning my manager calls me telling me that Red Bull is cutting the budget and i have been let go, the cork soakers at Red Bull didnt have the decency to call me themselves. Just like that in one phone call all the work i have done for the past 4 years thrown out the window, in the middle of the season with no ride and nothing laid out. Basically i am in a what now situation an depending on other people (which i hate to do) to tell me my future. Three months after i move to England I now have to sell everything and move to a yet to be determined location in the states and my life has been turned upside down. I get that. I do not get why I am not being affected by it, i'm not depressed, i'm not sad maybe it hasnt hit me yet i dunno but i feel like i should be more....affected by it. Maybe it's what I wanted all along. Im not gonna lie and say i LOVE Europe, I dont. I have a great relationship that i haven't been able to commit to fully because of the distance and now i have an opportunity to make it normal. I hope that is a good thing, we shall see. I belong here this is my country and my culture and maybe i needed to live across the pond to realize that. I dont know, for the first time in my life, what i will be doing next week so that is difficult to swallow. This journal thing helps me think and i think i should start using it again. I'm gonna go for a swim because its like 90 degress at 10pm....sweet.
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(no subject) [Aug. 18th, 2005|06:33 pm]
Weezer, Oasis, Queens of the Stone Age, Foo Fighters, and INCUBUS!!! are playing down the street this weekend and guess who got hooked up with backstage passes!!!!!

Fuschl comes to life for a couple days!
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(no subject) [Jul. 24th, 2005|09:18 pm]

Colin James Fleming's Aliases

Your movie star name: Ice Cream Bill

Your fashion designer name is Colin Salzburg

Your socialite name is CJ Honeycutt Brno

Your fly girl / guy name is C Fle

Your detective name is Koala Chatsworth

Your barfly name is Ice Cream Jack "n" Coke

Your soap opera name is James Community

Your rock star name is Snickers My Race Car

Your star wars name is Colbri Fledea

Your punk rock band name is The Random Back Scratcher

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apples and toast [Jul. 22nd, 2005|11:09 am]
Ok so i havent written in this thing in ages, don't really know why...it's a good release, just been busy i guess. Things here are pretty average, the racing is going much better and my teammates are getting their asses kicked, but my team is struggling and Im having to drive my ass off for 3rd place...i hope we get things figured out pretty quick.

Scott and I are getting along better but theres still some tension here and its not particularly enjoyable, his gf has more than moved in and shes pretty cool but i feel uncomfortable in my own house and its getting kinda lonely i must say. Fuschl is in full tourist swing right now so finding another apartment before the end of August is out of the question....I can deal. Since I seperated with that girl over here, the group that I once kicked it with is a bit split now so I try and stay away as much as i can, its been Me,Myself and I for a while (Lea your not the only one) but i can deal, theres enough to do.

I've been training like a mad man, also done by myself now and its been pretty routine but more fun i must say...3 hour bike rides daily then and hour in the gym...at least i get outside!

Spent a week in Paris with my manager and some friends of his...i had a great time, cycling, being a tourist...i'm all d&g'd out now haha...spent some serious money! No worries...1 month of my experiment...seems to be working out pretty well, wont be easy tho!

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(no subject) [May. 28th, 2005|11:02 am]

So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly, and Texan jokes, you know you're from California if:

1. Your coworker has 8 body piercing's and none are visible.

2. You make over $300,000 and still can't afford a house.

3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a
conversation in English.

4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and
is named Flower.

5. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?

6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm

7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are
grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian.

8. You can't remember. . . is pot illegal?

9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears.

10. Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the U.S.

11. Unlike back home, the guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing a
baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like George Clooney really IS
George Clooney.

12. Your car insurance costs as much as your house payment.

13. You can't remember . . . .is pot illegal?

14. It's barely sprinkling rain and there's a report on every news
station: "STORM WATCH."

15. You pass an elementary school playground and the children are all
busy with their cells or pagers.

16. It's barely sprinkling rain outside, so you leave for work an
hour early to avoid all the weather-related accidents.

17. HEY!!!! Is pot illegal????

18. Both you AND your dog have therapists.

19. The Terminator is your governor.

20. If you drive illegally, they take your driver's license. If you're here illegally, they want to give you one.
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pics [May. 25th, 2005|08:30 am]
[mood |confusedconfused]

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Some race called the Monaco Grand Prix....
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Crash two weeks ago (I'm the car at the top, well whats left of it anyway)

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My round bed haha
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i could have answered this one [May. 13th, 2005|10:32 pm]

You Are 0 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

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haha works for me [May. 13th, 2005|12:00 am]

American Cities That Best Fit You:

65% Los Angeles

65% Portland

65% San Diego

60% Denver

60% Honolulu

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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2005|11:35 pm]
21st B-Day BBQ....lost a bet...had to die my hair but turned out ok haha

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21 tmw...wow...real party on monday after race
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(no subject) [Feb. 15th, 2005|10:17 pm]
[mood |curiouscurious]

Funny Story.

I look out the window and cant see my black car because it is buried under 6ft snow. Also I cant park in my usual spot because the driveway is under even more of the white stuff so my parking routine goes like this: get a running start up the hill and pill in with as much speed as possible and see how far up you can make it before the car sinks. Today I made it about 10 ft but i got lucky....tomorrow maybe only 7 my guess...any bets?

My roomate comes home tomorrow and as much as i wanna say gudda, i miss the guy and it will nice to not be alone 24/7. Maybe i need a GF but i dont really have the time....besides i wont find one cuz all i will do is compare her to wifey and all europeans lose. I did a good job on Valentines Day....sometimes simple is better and I think i won mega brownie points. I wish I could tell her exactly how i feel and just see deal with the reaction but ive never been good at that and its not likely to change anytime soon. I think im a bit smitten and i shouldnt be, i havent been like this for a long time, shit happens, its fun.

ok bed time.
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